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Peachy Fucking Keen
02:10 Sep 08 2008
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Is'nt life great? ya i wish its thrown me so many curve balls. Its sad when someone who barely knows you thinks your a whore because you wouldnt give a second chance.You have the most amazing boyfriend but yet at the same time your losing one of your best friends.Your best friend seems to be happy for now....Sometimes you dread getting up in the morning. you think to yourself what can happen today. You love your girlfriend also and you love her as much as you boyfriend and two best friends. Its a heavy burden on your heart when you love too much. When you dont talk to your close friend and when you do you feel as if he is keeping things from you. You miss you boyfriend because you fall asleep and you blame yourself. You piss your girlfriend off and she hasnt a clue what is going on at times. You dont want to tell because you dont want to lose her. Im so tired of hurting my dear friend Jes. I want things to be good. He only sees negative but you want to show him positives. Every sad song reminds you of how you know he must feel. But at the same time your boyfriend makes you smile. But when you go to bed cold reality of the hurt comes back to haunt you. But what can you do. I share this with you in hopes of making it go away. Please let things be easey again i beg you.
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jesse1987
02:53 Sep 08 2008
u dont hurt me lette, u dont hurt me at all, it be me that hurt me an everybody round me, dont blame urself for that, i want it easier to, i want to make everything easier for everybody
DMC
05:53 Nov 08 2008
I would say that if you have such a full plate on your hands why not just give up one of the other and make the burden that you are suffering a little lighter. It will hurt at first but ask yourself are ya truly happy being with the people that with the people that are currently in your life?